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mixed feelings

2008-12-23T12:27:00.002+08:00

i woke up this morning with a heavy heart, knowing that this morning's class will be my second last lecture in MMU. Yes, im excited bcoz im finally gonna graduate, no more assignments and exaams, yet, another part of me is feeling sad and depressed bcoz i know im gonna miss this place a lot and i dun feel like leaving at all. Gone are the days where a bunch of us will always go out for late night supper after long hours of meetings followed by early breakfast, the days when the 3 of us would just skip class and sing k the whole afternoon followed by buffet dinner, the days when i would skip classes just to make sure the events are run smoothly, the endless hours spent in the library for last minute revisions and the coldness we have to endure. 4 years in MMU, where almost 3 out of 4 are spent in organizing activities. Looking back, i have never regretted coming to MMU. There's always a reason why things happen, and i truly believe that if not bcoz of my A Levels results, i wouldnt have ended in MMU. There's nothing more i want for this christmas other than the sweet memories that i will always cherish. (p/s: i wouldnt mind if anyone of u gonna buy me a coach wallet or a Ipod Touch 32gb)

2008-10-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

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events for the week

2008-09-04T02:41:00.002+08:00

events for the week

Matta Fair 08
5000 words research paper on Malaysia's corporate governance
prospectus assignment for corporate accounting 2
research paper for international accounting
tutorial question for international accounting
mid term on 4/9
account closing for cls alumni dinner
post mortem cum celebration dinner for cls alumni dinner

so many things to do, so little time left

stress

2008-08-18T00:43:00.002+08:00

stress,stress and more stress

im stuck with 4 international accounting questions, which seems that, i wont be able to get it done b4 tutorial tmr. im stress bcoz it involves a lot of research to be done, i cant seem to catch hold of the mind of my lecturer. im not sure wat is she thinking bout and wat kind of info she wants.

im stress bcoz there r 5 assignments due soon, and none of my groupmates seems to be interested in finding the initiative to start off with the work 1st. im stress bcoz i cant find anyone to depend on and share the workload with me. im stress bcoz i cant find anyone that i cant depend on when im stuck with things that i cant couldnt understand.

im stress bcoz of the need to increase or at least maintain my GCPA for these 2 remaining sems. im stress bcoz no one around me can help me to achieve it. im tired of waiting around and be the one always taking the initiative. tired of always ensuring that i have the best work for assignments. im not one person who will share my work unless i have the incentive of doing so. tired of putting stress on myself until i cant breathe and suffers from unconsistent heart beats at times.

i miss my secondary and college days, where i know i can always share the workload with my classmates. i can always trust the work of my classmates then, where i know we can always submit good projects and assignments. i miss those days..

little darling of the family

2008-08-14T13:17:00.004+08:00

Little darling of the family

Have i introduced the latest addition of the family?
he's 7 months now, cute as ever,too adorable that u cant afford to not love him.

7 months after the wedding

2008-08-13T15:28:00.002+08:00

7 months after the wedding

Worth a laugh

in the end...

2008-08-12T16:15:00.002+08:00

In the end...

it doesnt matter whether u study or not,u just cant beat the devil.

hopefully the other "angels" of my other 2 papers will have mercy on us.

awake up 5 in the morning...

2008-08-12T06:13:00.003+08:00

awake at 5 in the morning...

to study for the damn international accounting paper.
though it is only a mid term..but the pressure is more like sitting for finals.
the pressure is so great that until everytime i close my eyes at night..i see miss aliza's face smiling at me saying " i will not let u ppl pass thru this exam peacefully and easily"..
imagine the stress im going thru now..phew~~~~~

MMU Awards 08

2008-07-06T11:13:00.004+08:00

MMU Awards 08

Best Emerging Leader Award = Chinese Language Society
Student Leader of the Year = Chinese Language Society
Cultural Engagement Award = Chinese Language Society
Best Exposition Award = 11th CNYE,Chinese Language Society
Best Culture Based Club = Chinese Language Society

Congratulations to the 11th Chinese Language Society in bagging almost "all awards" in MMU Awards 08. haha..CLSC has never failed in becoming the best culture based club in MMU.

Then again..it has brought me to think, whether, CLSC is really that good or is it bcoz there's no competition among the clubs and societies in MMU? i wonder whether anyone has the initiative to even think of this matter? Somehow it has been brought to my attention that the activities held are more or less the same throughout the years...no drastic improvement are done(correct me if im wrong). So what are the criterias that the admin of MMU are looking for in the best club? do we really deserve the awards?

It's still an achievement though..so congrats to all of u who made it happen.

frustration

2008-07-03T23:36:00.003+08:00

Frustration

Sometimes it's hard to defend something that u truly believe in..whether it is religion, dreams, or beliefs, when the people around u condemn more than appreciating them. It comes to a stage where u rather just keep quiet than to talk more about it especially when the debate involve close friends with different kind of mentality. Im trying very hard to accept people as who they are. But it just irritates me when they couldnt be bothered to think of the consequences before going on with the plans. and then they start critisicing when the ideal result doesnt come about. It frustrates me more when people starts criticising my religion and dreams. i will flare up and it might just end the friendship there and then.

It's hard trying to be a nicer and less "meaner" person when the others cant accept you as who u r.

my 1st yoga class

2008-06-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

my first yoga class

I nearly broke my back doing the yoga postures. haha..i wont say my 1st yoga class was hard, but it wasnt easy. I couldnt help but kept on staring at my yoga instructor coz she really attracts me, even way before i attended her class (*she was my senior in mmu and i always bump into her in the library).She has this posture that makes u cant take ur eyes aways from her. anyway, she made us bend so much that by the time the class ended, there was a pool of sweat in front of my mat, and i look as if i just took my bath without drying myself.

well i guess losing weight is not as easy as it seems...=P

start of new sem

2008-06-16T19:19:00.001+08:00

Starting of a new semester

phew...finally shifted everything into the apartment. this time i got the 4th floor which is the highest floor,no sun but very windy though, and hopefully not as many mosquitoes as 2nd floor .i have yet to meet my housemates..hopefully they r nice ppl, at least nicer than me(i can be very bad at times).

everytime of this year, i find myself getting older, that's bcoz everywhere i go i see new faces, young and vibrant..not like us the "epsilon" students. how i wish sometimes that i could turn back time and go back to "beta" again, and this time i will enjoy my time to the fullest.

petrol and left calf

2008-06-04T22:58:00.005+08:00

Petrol increase to rm2.70/L..and a hole on my left calf

Our beloved prime minister has announced today that the price of the petrol will increase to rm2.70 per litre..approximately 40% increase..wow..and rumours had it that it might increase up to rm4 per litre in august. God bless my family, that we did not change to higher cc cars.

i had once told myself that i would not buy myself a car unless my net income has reach to rm5k..ahaha..which means now i have to change my statement to "i will not buy myself a car unless i have enough money to feed myself and the car.."

Glad that my parents did not thought of buying cars for me and my sisters..if not i will have to work like a dog to support myself and the car...ish..

and after hearing the news..i had 2 falls(maybe it is due to the aftershock). the first fall was when i came down from the stairs and slip because the floor was still slippery due to the rain..and i fall the second time bcoz of the hamster cage that my sis took it out for drying. this time i fell and my left car hit the plastic of the car lighting..hence resulting a deep cut on my left calf. it took me half an hour to reach the clinic,due to the heavy traffic cause by drivers q-ing up to fill up their tanks.

i just hope that it wont leave a scar..or else i wont be able to wear skirts anymore!!!!

Friends

2008-06-03T15:22:00.003+08:00

Friends

Lately i've been contacting friends which i havent seen 4 a long time..mostly friends from CBN.
Maybe it's just pure laziness..or i have conveniently forgotten the times we have been through during the secondary school years.
i guess when one grows older(*not that im very old..=P), we tend to appreciate people more.
what will it be like if i have kept in touch with them after graduating from CBN..no idea..i guess i just have to do wat i have to do now..

moving out of NEA 2

2008-05-25T13:35:00.002+08:00

Moving Out of NEA2

it's time again for the annual shifting out of hostel. this time it was easier to shift coz i only stayed there for one sem, and i sorta "rented" out my room to my senior and exroomate, yvonne when i was away. elyn and gan has oredi shifted out..tidied up their place..making my side of the living hall a lil more eye sore. Water was dripping out of the fridge..newspapers all over the floor, and bcoz my senior had a lot of food..so when dismantled my table and took away the fridge and some boxes left behind before i went for training..i could see dead cockroaches..and i mean dead long long time ago, only wings left.

eww....luckily i shifted out my things before "things" start creeping up me

dreams

2008-05-25T13:11:00.002+08:00

Dreams

i've been having very weird dreams lately..or i shld say it started one month before my training ends..mebbe it's due to too much thinking in the day...there's a chinese saying.."yat yau so see..yeh yau so mong"..how true how true..

y i say weird har..? it's bcoz my friends r appearing in them!!! friends whom i have not spoken to for very long..evelyn and his bf kenn ( actually i dunno y is he appearing since i dunno him much)..my secondary school classmates and schoolmates..my host family in japan..omg..is this a sign that i must contact them asap..else they will haunt me in my dreams?

new blog

2008-05-25T13:08:00.007+08:00

new blog

hey guys ...after receiving suggestions from my frenz..i've decided to change my blog to this one.."deng deng deng deng".....

i will not be using the friendster blog anymore..ntg special bout it..but if u happen to be interested in watever craps i wrote last time..then u can refer to this add..okies..

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